Room 406, evening

[izzyalienqueen]

After a weekend of fun and a surprisingly deep conversation, Monday brought workshops of insanity and brain-breaking. Isabel was still chuckling when she returned to her room after workshops. With nothing pressing to do, Isabel opened her laptop and started to search for some decent Supers fanfic.

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[izzyalienqueen.livejournal.com]

"Did he push you at all?" Isabel asked, frowning. She'd kick his ass if he did. "Don't let anyone push you into anything you don't think you're ready for."

She sat back, crossing her legs and resting her chin on her hand. "I know what you mean. I miss kissing. And I honestly don't think he'd have a problem with you being a friend he occasionally kisses. Again with the, if you're okay with that."

[girlzippo.livejournal.com]

"No, he didn't push. He just kind of-- assumed? No, that's not even it." Charlie frowned, trying to explain it to herself as well as Isabel. "It was just obvious that he thought there'd be more eventually. And I was too embarrassed to actually talk about it." She blushed a little. "I'm not ready. I mean, not for the whole actual real sex thing. Maybe some other stuff, but not that." Clearing her throat, she said, "And this part's dumb, but I kept wondering if he was comparing me to other people."

[izzyalienqueen.livejournal.com]

"If you're not ready, you're not ready," she shrugged. "He's a big boy. He can cope. I'll be honest, Greg was the first, and the only person I ever slept with. Well okay, I slept with Jack, but we really did just sleep. But it took time before Greg and I took that step. We waited till we were both ready." Isabel couldn't stop herself from staring off into the distance for a moment, remembering that trip to the woods.

[girlzippo.livejournal.com]

"Was it nice?" Charlie asked hopefully. "The first time? I've always read it's no fun, the first time it happens." She turned red. "And you don't have to answer that, it's so none of my business."

[izzyalienqueen.livejournal.com]

"It was," Isabel replied, smiling at the memory. "We were nervous, and we laughed a bit, but it was nice and sweet and everything I would want the first time to be."

[girlzippo.livejournal.com]

"Cool." Charlie put her chin on the edge of Isabel's bed as she watched Annie roll around, thinking. "Even if it were Dean, I'm not sure I could... but I'd try," she admitted. "But I don't feel like that about Johnny. I don't know why."

[izzyalienqueen.livejournal.com]

"You shouldn't have to try. When it's right, you'll know," she told her. "You don't feel like that about Johnny because you don't have an emotional connection with him. I'm not saying you have to be in love with whoever it winds up being. But you want it to be with someone who you care about and who cares about you."

[girlzippo.livejournal.com]

"Yeah," Charlie softly agreed. She nodded, and took one last chocolate. "Thanks, Isabel. I needed the reality check. Turtle was all for calling him a jerkface and leaving it, but... this helped."

[izzyalienqueen.livejournal.com]

"He's not a bad guy. He reminds me of a friend actually. Who was an even bigger flirt if that's possible," Isabel smiled. "But he was a good friend. And that's what's important."

[girlzippo.livejournal.com]

"Yeah," Charlie said, then more strongly, "Yes. Okay." She popped the chocolate in her mouth, then scooted to her feet. "I think I'm going to talk to him while I still have the nerve. Otherwise I'll wimp out and just avoid him. And that's no fair."

[izzyalienqueen.livejournal.com]

"No, it's not," she agreed. "Good luck. And if you want to talk more, I'll be here."

[girlzippo.livejournal.com]

Charlie gave her a bright smile as she walked out the door. "If you need anything, same goes, Isabel. And thanks for letting me play with the kitten!"

[izzyalienqueen.livejournal.com]

"Anytime," Isabel called after her. Annie curled in a ball next to her legs as Isabel reached for her laptop again.